The return to Heaven is such a different life, a different way of being than what you are accustomed to—and so much more lighthearted, so much more gracious, so much more liberated, so much more compassionate and understanding.
This is how you prepare for your Ancient Home, by beginning to live it here in such a very different reality, by fulfilling the mission for which you were sent to give certain things to certain people.
If you are here on a mission, you have a destiny being here. You have a purpose for being here because the Great Alliance has given it to you, has given all these things to you.
You may leave God, but God does not leave you. Part of you is still connected to God. Part of you is still complete and whole and uncorrupted by the world, unspoiled by the world. It cannot be seduced, cannot be overtaken, cannot be destroyed. What freedom you will have when you know this is who you are.
This is the antidote to endless suffering. This is the antidote to endless anxiety and concern and self-repudiation. This is what religion is really about, so different from what people have made of it over time. This is why God initiated all of the religions. And they have all been changed by man.
It is all about the return, you see. It is all about the contribution you are here to make. It is all about your mission and purpose in being here, which only Knowledge within you holds for you.
You cannot figure it out. But you can move yourself into a position to prepare yourself for it, to build a foundation for it, so that it may naturally emerge, which it naturally will once this foundation has been built.